There is no hope when in love with a married man. He tells me he thinks about me all the time and the sex is amazing. I am affectionate understanding and patient. Everything he needs emotionally. Listening to him and understanding that there are certain questions I am not to ask.
That this is an affair and that it is wrong. I try to picture her. I try to find out who this woman is that he decided to spend the rest of his life with. She has him in public and in private.
There will be a time when I have to move on. Maybe I will find someone like him or maybe I will find someone better.